Bye Bye My Heart

So her passport has been found, her visa is in place, a job and new apartment are being sought out, clothes are being sorted, new luggage and locks have been bought and she's leaving on Sunday...the to-do list has been long and logical, not emotional.
  My heart caught up with me today, and I can't seem to stop crying.  Jen is leaving, off to a new adventure in her life, and I'm happy for her, even though my heart is breaking.  I thought the promise of a clean bed and bath room would sustain me for a while.  I thought the excitement of redecorating and a planned visit down undah would give me something to look forward to, but, man, it's just not enough.  She's taking a huge piece of my heart with her.  I'll miss that laugh, her sharp wit, her beautiful, beautiful face.  She has never quite needed me, not really, and I guess that helps me to know that she'll do more than survive, she'll live a life as only Jen can...Australia is getting one helluva California force for the next year.  I sure hope they're ready....
  I'll miss you my baby girl, and I will continue to celebrate your courage and tenacity.  Thanks for letting me stand in your shoes for a moment longer.  I love you....